Early morning arrive office, Lyndon ask me to have a short conversation. he said that i am in 4th month already and now since that jenny have this kind of personal problem. so i will take over all her job. and mention that they are going to comfirm me soon. AND IF I CAN PUT MORE EFFORT AND DONE WELL, AFTER 2 MONTH COMFIRMATION THEY WILL GIVE ME ADDITIONAL RM100. shit~~ talk alot alot .. then finally conclusion is ... after 2 month only add me rm100 ???
he tought rm100 so big ah ?
What the fucking thing ~. he tought me kid ah .. give me a sweet and ask me put more effort to do this and that, now i didnt put alot effort meh?? .. he didnt say this i still ok .. now suddenly he told m this ??? fuck la .. i "fire" pun sudah datang.
Evening ask me to go into room have brief meeting again .. 10 minute meeting dont know y ... talk and talk and talk until 8 oclock only can back home ..... (-.-") somemore in the meeting still want to remind me wat he morning told me .. and ask me put more effort to it and make sure everything go smooth and do well. fuck~.
after the meeting i abit geram. and go have dinner with my colleages. i drunk also.
When driving back, feel abit unwell like fever, and i did stoppped my car and vomit at roadside.
Now after bath feel better abit, but think back really holy shit fucking company.
Wish to get somebody to chat ... express my unhappiness... but i found nobody... feel lonely ... and helpless... mood so down...
Tomorrow another new bz day again.
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